Mabuhay! I am Micaela a.k.a. micamyx/toshtengs in the world-wide-web. I am a fresh Information Technology graduate born and raised in Dagupan City. I am a certified member of the NBSB (No Boyfriend Since Birth) club and I'm proud of it! I'm a TRUE TAURUS. Daughter of a former disc jockey and Chief Nurse, a caring sister to a 13-year old special child . I Love Performing and Philippine Showbiz! I may be intimidating at first, but later on I'll prove to you that FIRST IMPRESSIONS NEVER LAST. I can be the best gURLFwend you'll ever have!
Yupyup You Read it Right to the Left to the Left! 
Since I'm graduating from my teen stage (aww.. am I too old? of course not.. yet! haha), I'm going to give my blog friends some lovin' through a blog parteeh..
What Blog Parteeh? Since I can't possibly see you all on May 6 here in Manila, I'll will still give you guys an online party! All you have to do is post a comment here. Whoever is the 1st, 6th, 15th and 20th comment poster will win a special entry here in my blog! I will feature your blog and put what I want to say and wht I feel about you! cool huh? Just greet me with your message and your wishes (e.g. Sana magkaboyfriend ka na or Sana maging boyfriend mo na ako wahaha) and pls dont forget to put your name and blogsite. All comment posters will be given a special post too. Fun funfun weeee!!!!
I'll check this out on May 6 - Sunday-Day of my birthday. hmmmm… Can't wait!
Wanna be a model? Would you rather be Skinny like most models in Paris or
be sexy like me? hahaha:)
In one of my previous posts, I mentioned something about my reflections regarding my OJT and me gaining weight. I noticed that girls my age (or those who are still in the teen age) are much conscious with their weight and based on SexyMom's post regarding skinny vs. sexy , her kids seems to like being "Skinny" rather than "Sexy".
Paano mo malalaman kung nasa Dagupan ka na? Click the picture above to find out!
It's the last week of April already! What is so special about this week? Pangasinense, especially the Dagupenos will be celebrating this year's Bangus Festival! This has been a happy event to my hometown because of the programs in stored for the people and the visitors.
I survived my first week as an OJT somewhere in Ortigas. I am assigned at the Software Testing for now and I am enjoying the new subject that I'm exploring. Waking up 7AM in the morning and riding the MRT at 8:30AM and walking at the sunny parking lot has been my routine every morning. I'm kinda sick of fastfoods so I decided to eat by myself at Megamall Food Court. I came to realize that I do really miss my friends especially my college besty Lecel. She graduated last April 12 (Entry coming soon) which means she's no longer my classmate by next semester. It will be another big adjustment for me since she's my big sister who loves to call me "Zombie" and scolds me when I'm lazy to go to class. The world where I am right now (workplace) will be her world in the coming weeks. This will be a big change to both of us.
To be honest, I'm feeling lonely most of the time when I'm at work. Of course I went there to work and not to have a barkada or some sorts, but then spending 10 hours infront of the computer without any real human being to talk to can be so boring at times and you feel this certain loneliness inside your heart. Much worse if you see individuals who resembles some of your old friends and you often wish that you can just talk to them and make friends with them but something is stopping you.. gosh got my point?> i hope so.. I find it hard to express how I feel because I'm soo tired!
Anyway, I 've been wearing the corporate attire for a week now and I actually miss my sexy clothes and flip flops! I also want to got somewhere.. Dagupan? hehehe I miss Dagupan especially my big fat brother.
On Gaining Weight
Some people are telling me that I'm already gaining weight. Good eh? hahaha I came to realize yesterday that I am not fat and I'm not skinny either. I'm sexy hehehe
Can I wear my green tsinelas instead? lol
On Being Single at Twenteen
Two sundays from now I'm turning twenteen and goodness, I never had a boyfriend. Time to look for one? come on hahaha I want to get rid of **** now because they're heartbreakers LOL
I've been thinking much and I want to blog all the ideas but I can't! hahaha I'm bored people cheer me up!
Sagot! sagot!
Can someone answer my question? how come I can't open friendster, multiply and other blogspot blogs here in my laptop? what should i do? missed multiplying and dibaydibay to my friendsters eh hahahaha
For a week now, MRT has been an important part of my daily life. I use it as my transporation to work and to go back at the condo. For five straight days, I rode with thousands of unfamiliar faces who like me is rushing to their own business.
As I travel inside the choo-choo train (na walang usok LOL), several thoughts have been popping in my head and this morning I cam to realize that:
* Among the MRT passengers I've ever seen, it seems like Carlo is the only person who enjoys riding from Santolan to Taft Avenue back and forth! He looked like a little innocent child exploring this complicated world full of…. colorful billboards? oh well.
* I can't help but feel nostalgic whenever I see little girls with their cool daddies. See I was a Daddy's girl and I will forever be one. Memories of him carrying me whenever I feel lazy to walk makes me cry (oh my I'm gonna cry.. wait..)The most memorable one was when I was about to turn thirteen years old at San Marcelino Zambales where we ha dour procession. I felt something in my left foot and I couldn't walk. He decided to carry me for 20 minutes while walking and I was about 5 feet tall na that time.
* My mom doesn;t know how to cross the street y herself hehehe No I'm not making fun of her.. She actually looks cute when I'm asking her to cross the street with me and she panics like a pre-schooler. If she was here with me, for sure she'll be the one to dress me up on my internship. My mom is a Ginang Fashionista without spending too much cash. My high school buddies admired her because of the way she carried herself and some of them even treated her as their real auntie.
And lastly…
If there's one thing that would stop me from leaving the country…
It will be my grandfather. It seems like I can;'t live without him. I know we talk via phone every night but I do really miss him. I even sent an email while at work expressing how much I really miss him. Last Friday night I saw an old man waiting for the train to stop and a lot of questions popped in my head like "Does this old man influenced his grandchildren's lives the way my grandfather touched mine?"
Ok I'm emotional again… Cut!
