Mabuhay! I am Micaela a.k.a. micamyx/toshtengs in the world-wide-web. I am a fresh Information Technology graduate born and raised in Dagupan City. I am a certified member of the NBSB (No Boyfriend Since Birth) club and I'm proud of it! I'm a TRUE TAURUS. Daughter of a former disc jockey and Chief Nurse, a caring sister to a 13-year old special child . I Love Performing and Philippine Showbiz! I may be intimidating at first, but later on I'll prove to you that FIRST IMPRESSIONS NEVER LAST. I can be the best gURLFwend you'll ever have!
I survived my first week as an OJT somewhere in Ortigas. I am assigned at the Software Testing for now and I am enjoying the new subject that I'm exploring. Waking up 7AM in the morning and riding the MRT at 8:30AM and walking at the sunny parking lot has been my routine every morning. I'm kinda sick of fastfoods so I decided to eat by myself at Megamall Food Court. I came to realize that I do really miss my friends especially my college besty Lecel. She graduated last April 12 (Entry coming soon) which means she's no longer my classmate by next semester. It will be another big adjustment for me since she's my big sister who loves to call me "Zombie" and scolds me when I'm lazy to go to class. The world where I am right now (workplace) will be her world in the coming weeks. This will be a big change to both of us.
To be honest, I'm feeling lonely most of the time when I'm at work. Of course I went there to work and not to have a barkada or some sorts, but then spending 10 hours infront of the computer without any real human being to talk to can be so boring at times and you feel this certain loneliness inside your heart. Much worse if you see individuals who resembles some of your old friends and you often wish that you can just talk to them and make friends with them but something is stopping you.. gosh got my point?> i hope so.. I find it hard to express how I feel because I'm soo tired!
Anyway, I 've been wearing the corporate attire for a week now and I actually miss my sexy clothes and flip flops! I also want to got somewhere.. Dagupan? hehehe I miss Dagupan especially my big fat brother.
On Gaining Weight
Some people are telling me that I'm already gaining weight. Good eh? hahaha I came to realize yesterday that I am not fat and I'm not skinny either. I'm sexy hehehe 
Can I wear my green tsinelas instead? lol
On Being Single at Twenteen
Two sundays from now I'm turning twenteen and goodness, I never had a boyfriend. Time to look for one? come on hahaha I want to get rid of **** now because they're heartbreakers LOL
I've been thinking much and I want to blog all the ideas but I can't! hahaha I'm bored people cheer me up!
Sagot! sagot!
Can someone answer my question? how come I can't open friendster, multiply and other blogspot blogs here in my laptop? what should i do? missed multiplying and dibaydibay to my friendsters eh hahahaha
Cai - Wow hehe salamat Sana nga meron “good friendships” na pwedeng mabuo or much better boyps para mas masaya heheehe
Looking forward to see you ulit soon! teka check ko ulit email ko add kita sa ym. tnx for the link love too!
re-carlo : kausap ko siya sa phone kanina.. i mean ayaw niya akong kausapin 
don’t fret–try not to be lonely, being alone is something that does not happen always. grab a book, a puzzle, even a bible, sleep, pamper yourself. for when you are back home, it will be busy busy busy again for you. i know you miss your brother.
on gaining weight–visit my site, i have one post: would you rather be skinny or sexy?
Posted by sexy mom at April 26, 2007, 5:54 pmSexyMom - I actually did buy a book last Friday out of boredom. The book is “Kwentong Tambay” by Nicanor David. Buti na lang I got that book tumatawa ako sa cubicle ko hehe Carlo will be here on Saturday to visit me for my birthday hehe waaah Carlo i ate misses u so much!
Too bad I can’t open your site here. Bukas na lang sa work (baliktad ata hehehe) pero if you’d let me choose I’d rather be sexy kasi being skinny is not good for me hehe
Posted by micamyx at April 26, 2007, 10:09 pmHello My name is Eric,
I am also filipino like you. I was deeply touched and impressed with the love you show to your brother. Reading through I clicked on the link that led me to this page. I am very impressed with your blog page. I know you are a good person and your surrounded by them too. Anyways matagal na akong hindi nakakauwe sa pinas almost 19 years na. Mayroon pa akong isang kapatid diyan sa Metro Manila somewhere… I am recuperating from an injury I suffered last year. And its making progress. slowly but making progress. Definitely the major pain causing effect i felt everyday for 7 months. It finally ended. I just wanted to post a comment beasue I was touched by the love you showed towards your brother. I was close to being a 12 year old again. Luckily I was given the best medical attention anybody could recieve. Despite all of what happened I dont blame anybody or my country. It was all worth it.. As a big kuyas advice, you keep on surrounding yourself with good people. And stay focus on your dreams. Set up a short term goal and a long term goal. I am just another regular person who gave more than what I can get. Now Im trying to gather what I have left on my plate. I am a Veteran of the War in Iraq U.S. Army, but I also love the Philippines.
Please visit my website pollysoldier.com I am speaking my mind out in regards to the war in iraq. Its still under construction as of the moment. Since I cant sleep I might as well work on the website. Its a working progress. If you would like to ask me for some advice I will give you the best brotherly advice you will ever have. Being so close on dying and surviving and making it back on my feet doesnt happen over night. I am just impressed by personality. Your employers must be very happy that they have you. And a Taurus , bull headed, gets what we try to get in life. Im a Taurus too April 24 I was born. Please accept my firends request to you even though were both in different time zones.
Hope I hear from you in the near future my friend,
Eric (I attached my email address)
Posted by Eric John Escasio at May 11, 2007, 5:02 pmHello Sir Eric thank you so much. Checked your site and will email you later. Take Care!
Happy twenteen then.. hehe.. in advance..
I know that feeling you get in your work, the one I had also a year ago in my internship in SSS. Aun.. Hehe.. But don’t be afraid, those people naman wont bite you diba? hehe.. maybe there’s good friendship(s) waiting.. hehe..
Lapit lang din ako sa Mega.. 
sa may ortigas din ang OJT ko.. ahehe.. maybe sometimes we can eat lunch together..
Cheer up na..
Im sure super namimiss ka na rin ng brother mo.. 
Nalink na pala kita..
Posted by Cai at April 25, 2007, 11:01 pm