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The trip back home to Dagupan last Tuesday is somewhat different compared to our previous trips. This time it was only my grandfather and I who went back to the province. I had this sort of strange feeling because we used to be crowded inside the car. Lola sat beside lolo, Ate Virgie stayed on the back (right side), Carlo stays in the middle and my place is at my lolo’s back.
Lola didn’t go with us because she had to entertain some of her visitors and she wants to spend more time with my aunt who is about to go and work in Sweden. My grandfather didn’t want me to sit infront because he wants me to sleep at the back (I didn’t sleep the whole night).
Carlo used to bring his favorite CD whenever he go on long trips. This time, Lolo listens to an AM radio station. I had some conversations with him regarding the news and some random stuff and I know that he appreciates that.
Carlo is the Michelin Man! hahaha 
When we reached the penthouse, I went straight to my room and he went to the office. We ate lunch together and I took a short nap after. I was online the whole time and he was watching tv. We ate dinner together and we went back to our own business and there. The house is sooooo quiet - No more slamming of doors, no more cry baby, no more loud tv, no more laughing kiddo, no more teddy more. No more kulit boy.
Staying in Dagupan kills me. It’s not that I don’t like my hometown, but every part of the house reminds me of Carlo. The silence is making me feel so lonely.
