Have you ever experienced the so-called "Peer Pressure" back in high school? Did you exert too much effort to be one of the popular ones in school?
I used to be afraid to be alone when I was in high school. I wanted to be "in". It seems that all of my female classmates are having a great time with their boyfriends. I, on the other hand, would rather go to my grandfather’s office to update the celebrity websites i’ve created or simply chat with some internet addicts like me.
I also wanted to be included in a barkada. We have some in our batch. I tried to fit in with them but I did not succeed. The first group composed of the most beautiful, the sexiest and most admired in out batch. They invited me in some of their activities, but I noticed that I was not really happy spending too much money for the sake of eating in a fancy place.
Then I went into another group. Majority of the members were my dear friends, but they did something that really broke my heart. I forgave them already but I will never forget. Btw, one of them is one of my bestest friends ever so ok. fine.